Monday, May 30, 2011

Alvin Gans - Navy Vet and Dumpster Diver Extraordinaire


Someone's trash can be another's treasure.

My grandfather usually says this to justify hoarding.

But, 83-year-old New Yorker Alvin Gans is making a living off of this very motto.  The Korean War Navy Vet can be found nearly every afternoon at Union Square in Manhattan, selling what he finds in dumpsters.
Wednesday, Alvin hoped to sell a canvas for $5 -- one you wouldn't always call trash, depicting gold antique keys with an intriquite background of cerulean and brick flowered patterns.  Brush strokes of deep shading look like folds of silk.

That's what caught my eye, along with what Alvin calls "his bling" around his neck -- a strand of black thread, hand-tied, with two mistmatched, synthetic pendants that drop to the middle of his sunken sternum.  One is silver with a jade-esque stone, the other "cubic zirconia" as he told me, that would be equivalent of about six carats.

His manner is what you would expect from an enthusiastic stock broker with a New York accent.  He'll definitely open up, but as soon as he senses a subject he is not interested in, he resorts to one-word, not standoffish, but conclusive answers.

It was hot outside, but the prospect of selling his painting wasn't.  So, he accepted my offer for the afternoon - to sit down and roll back to his memory lane, while my tiny camera recorded.

As it turns out, Alvin has been living in those dorms for 30 years.  He began to live there while it was still a hotel. In and out. Everyday.

Although he has a room, he still carries the most dear items with him everywhere in an old tattered leather box.  That's where I got to see the old Alvin.

Alvin is not a lonely person. He had a brother and sister-in-law whom he loved dearly.  They passed in the early 2000s, so now he talks to the people in the park, along with some unnamed others. Alvin has kept stacks of historical pictures for years in the box, and lights up to get to pull them out. In his eyes, they were taken just yesterday.

The tenent at the dorms, Juan Gomez, said "he sometimes brings people in, his friends from lunch or whatever. But, we don't talk much."

Alvin has not worked in a while. He is 83 with no family left. He needs $5 for a painting he found. But, he says he's pretty well off.

"I made a few investments a few years back that have kept me on my feet," he said.

Perhaps the most astonishing, and upsetting part of our whole run-in was just how happy he was.  There can't be a happier person in New York City at any given point than Alvin Gans. His outlook on life is probably the reason he has survived.

"I'm 83, I gotta be happy," he said with his nearly toothless smile. "If I'm not happy I'll be sad."

I've told several New Yorkers this story, and they think I'm crazy. I'm not stupid, I know it's not safe to go up to strangers that appear homeless and chat it up. Maybe I'll be eating these words someday, and I probably only believe it because I'm an outsider that tends to put too much trust in people, but the chance was completely worth it.

I'm still sorting my thoughts on the whole conversation. He kept telling me that I would have a bright future and I shouldn't worry about it. 'Worry' must have been written on my forehead. I don't think he has any idea what he did for me. I just hope buying that painting did a little for him.

Saturday, May 28, 2011

We Need (real) Journalists

Dear Meek School of Journalism and New Media: Thank you for everything you've given me -- which is usually the inspiration and encouragement to tell whole, true stories in the most effective way possible, but also (as I've come to realize) the shelter from nay-sayers and truth-haters (for lack of more spiteful terms).

I looked up "journalism" quotes today, and was quickly discouraged. First one by Margot Asquith, talking about how bullish press can be. Okay. True, to an extent. I'll take it. Second by Carl Bernstein -- "The lowest form of popular culture has overrun real journalism." That one kind of stung. Two negatives in a row. Keep scrolling, looking for some relief... nope, still negative... still negative... and end of page one: last quote is still about how much journalism sucks.

Alright.

My first thought is, well, none of these people were ever journalists, or they hated a journalism course they took in school. Second thought is - they're absolutely right. This is certainly a deeply-held perspective on journalism and its role in society, and some journalists aren't working to prove them wrong.

Then, I remember something I've heard twice this week in NYC: "We need journalists."

This first came on the subway when a guy named Ryan Snow, about 24 or 25, carrying a saxophone on his back, began to ask me about a rather large canvas I had in my hand. I gave him the run-around... I got it from some guy in a park. Well, the real story was I bought this beautifully painted canvas from Alvin Gans, an 83-year-old navy veteran who lives by himself in a college dorm in lower Manhattan, all because he brought me to tears through me his life story, and made me realize how insignificant the things I worry about can be. He found the painting in the dumpster and was selling it for $5.

So, after all of this was pulled out of me through awkward smalltalk, he asked me what I was in school for. I responded "journalism."

He paused, took a deep breath, shot me a glare, and said "we need journalists."

I can still hear in my head the second time I heard that phrase this week. It's Diane Sawyer's voice, smooth and understated. I picture her shaking her head in her glasses, as I envy the body in her hair that she has at her age.  She asked us about our dream stories - the ones we really wanted to seek out and delve into. We went around the room, and she was either enchanted by what we wanted to do, or a very good actress. That's when she started begging:


"We NEED you. Thank you for wanting to do what we do. I love your stories. We need you."


So, maybe those quotes are right. Maybe there IS a real need for true journalism. True journalism is what I've also wanted to do, I guess now I'm just glad that I know at least two people out there will appreciate it.

Monday, May 23, 2011

Shifted Focus


Hey friends,

For the summer, I decided to shift my focus from religion and faith to my travels. My goal is to tell as many people's stories as possible from the places I'll be visiting (that is, without going against my student visas). I'll be keeping you updated on my own stories as well, which will hopefully be more interesting than my average day in Oxford :).

Attached is a map of where I'll be traveling. If you're in the areas, let me know! I would love to see as many people as possible along the way.